Everlasting Sadness . . .

My name is belsy . And I've battled depression for 3 years . I'm surprised I'm still alive ... This blog helps me express my feelings since no can understand .... Feel free to talk to me.
the-art-of-modelling:

Coldness, sadness, drained, hopeless.Glorifying, growing, in decay and despair.Destroying the hope, however thin.Leaving the pain to ponder on.Trapped inside your own head,Incapable of a cheerful memory,When to be free of the pain and horridness,Is to produce that happy thought.Feeding on positive emotion,Leaving you with no emotion.Life sucked out, despair in replace.Empty shelled, victim.

the-art-of-modelling:

Coldness, sadness, drained, hopeless.
Glorifying, growing, in decay and despair.
Destroying the hope, however thin.
Leaving the pain to ponder on.
Trapped inside your own head,
Incapable of a cheerful memory,
When to be free of the pain and horridness,
Is to produce that happy thought.
Feeding on positive emotion,
Leaving you with no emotion.
Life sucked out, despair in replace.
Empty shelled, victim.